They say high school
is the most wonderful because you will experience new things beyond
expectations. School year has started and I’m second year high school having
new friends and classmates and to my extent of seeking someone captured my
attention. I found him cute and interesting but he looks strict and boastful. Every
day I just watched and observe him. We only talk if it is important beyond it
nothing happened. There was a time when our teacher arrange us in chronological
order and unfortunately he sit beside me. He smiled at me that make me feel
happy and nervous. I was frozen by his presence. We keep silent and listen to the
teacher discussion. After how many days we talked and he even teased me. Every
time he smiles I feel that there’s a butterflies in my stomach and my heart
beat faster. Started that day I was ashamed to face hi, so we were back again
to what we were in the beginning.
One
day our P.E teacher assigned as our designated partner and unfortunately he is
my partner. What we are going to do is to practice together with our group a
cha-cha and performed in front of the class. I was thinking of what to do because
I can’t concentrate when he is too close to me. We just follow and observe the
routine. I feel nervous when we started practicing the leader of our group tech
us the routine and performed in front of us. When it’s our time to do it we feel
ashamed to one another. I can’t hold him and touch his shoulder so my hands are
hanging in eh surface and also him towards me. Our leader pushes us towards
each other that only an inch where far away and our bodies are close enough. I directly
push him away but she just smiles teasing me. Our leader scolded us that we need to
concentrate and focus to our partner. We
practice again and he pushes me towards him. He murmured to my ear that make me
froze and stares at him widely. He said “, your cute, don’t be ashamed on me”.
I looked down and lost my concentration. We were so close and holding each other’s
hands. He holds my hand and waist so tight and I also hold him back in the
shoulder. Our leader announces that we have to do our best and the boys must
guide the girls. As we move he touch my chain and raise it to face him but I insist
because I can’t stare him in a long period of time but he still did it so we
were staring each other’s eyes and he smiled at me. The time for our practice
is done so we sit back to our chair and prepared ourselves.
After
our classmates perform, we were the next to present. We stand to our assigned
place while doing the proper position. Before the music start he smiled at me
and push closer to him. I just enjoy and feel the moment while his with me
because it will only happened at this moment of time. After the performance our
classmates tease us but I look down and stay silent. The class has ended and no
one of us dares to speak but he smiled at me. We walked together in the lobby
with his friends and my friends. As we parted our way home I look back at him
and saw that he look at me too.
